Again..

wheel of life rotates and finally comes to a point which it actually has passed once..
and when that point is reached all you have is tears in eyes and once again a broken heart which is difficult to be fixed again..
all your dreams are again filled with the thoughts that were suppressed somewhere deep down..
your mind weaves the world where he was once yours..
he again starts running on your mind..
again sleepless nights..again wet pillow..
again sitting alone..again feeling lonely ..
only muzik heels the wounds..
but few songs open the wounds again..
again everything turns dull and dark..
again life seems monotonous..nothing is perfect..
everything  everybody seems wrong..
again you feel scared ..
again you feel weak..
your weakness overpowers your brain..
your weakness rules ova your heart again..
again night seems longer than the day...
even the darkest of night don't seems darker than the thoughts arising in the mind..
again the feeling of being insecure..again the feeling of pain..
again tears again shattered pieces of heart..
again you again he..
again broken trust..
again broken dreams..
love seems to b a pain..bcz the defination of lov for you was him...
again the feeling of being cheated..
again the feeling of being manipulated..
all the thoughts again running on your mind..
first it was you den him now again you..
life has again come to a point where it was left..
cant handle that pain again..
cant handle that tears again..
dunt want loneliness again..
dunt want broken dreams again..
already broken..
already faced this ..
already lived this life of fear..
trying to forget..dunt come back again and again...
not again ..
plz.. not again..