Sometimes..

Sometimes there is so much going on in our lives that we can't figure out why things are not happening the way they should be..Why isn't they happening the way they were planned.. So many thoughts wandering in our mind and we  can't keep ourselves on the right track..Every single step we take forward is just like falling two steps backward..Something is always bugging our minds..At one moment we are angry and at the same time we are sad..Its just we can't figure out how to get out of that situation..Shadows of past haunting or the wheel of time is playing its game again and we are facing the same situation again or its the repressed memories or the people we love the most in our lives or is it just we are tensed for no reason..When so much is happening we just feel like running away somewhere where no one can identify us..We want to shout out loud we feel like crying our eyes out..But instead of doing all this we have to carry a smile on our faces for the people who loves us and for whom our smiles values a lot..Sometimes life play its game in a way we can never imagine..Too much happiness at one point of time and at the same time wandering in the darkness of night with drops of tears rolling down our cheeks..When everything is already a mess life piles its own on us..Test us gives us situations which is hard for us to handle because sometimes being strong for everyone and trying to keep smiles on faces of people and pretending we are not hurt won't lead us anywhere it just shatters us and it doesn't shatter us once, it shatter us again and again bit by bit and tear us apart..To let go brings us peace but sometimes we just can't get over it..Healing is a process which takes time..Letting go can bring peace to our mind but can it mend the shattered pieces ? One of my friend said in life we don't have problems , these are just situations which are not right now and eventually will be right. Well I guess he is right there are no problems but just situations we are facing..We just need to learn from these situations and sometimes ignore and move on because by thinking about them we are just hurting ourselves as we are re-living those memories again..Sometimes life doesn't turn out the way we plan but there is nothing bad with surprises..