Thursday 20 December 2012

i wanna live...



21st December dated as the day when the world will end..but doom has already fallen on us..

if i am a girl it does not mean i can't survive..
if i am a girl it does not mean i can't breathe..
people worship me as goddess on one side...
and abuse me like trash on other side..
i am a mother..i give birth to you..
and u take life away from me..
i live my whole life for u..and u steal every moment of my life in just few fraction of seconds..
i m a friend..i make u smile..make u feel comfortable around me..wipe your tears.. 
and u make me loose my smile..u give me gift of tears...
i m a wife..i bind two families together with bond of love, care and respect..
and u shatter every bond and rip me apart..
i m a sister who prays for her brother long life ... tie the bond of love on his hand and feel secure and protected..
and u broke all my expectations and force me to stay my whole life in fear... 
i m a daughter..give you small small moments which you cherish for your lifetime..trust you , you will never let anything happen to me..
and u broke my trust.. wipe off all those memories and fill my mind with memories of pain and disgust ...
i m a girl not a thing to be used..
not a toy to be played with..
you just cant use me n throw..
i too want love , protection and respect..
i m not inferior to you...
stop being brutal.. i too have a life..
i m not a prey to be fed upon..
i too wanna live...

kyun..

Teri ikcha anusar waqt chalta h... 
Teri ikcha anusar insaan jeeta h marta h... 
Srishti ka har niyam har kanoon tune banaya h., 
Kan kan me tu basta h... 
Phir bhi insaan kyu din raat sisakta h... 
Kyu apni kismat ko rota h.. 
Agar har cheez teri ikcha anusar h toh kyu koi bada h kyu koi chota... 
Kyu koi mehlo me rehta h aur kyu koi dar dar bhatakta h... 
Kyu ksi ki har khawish puri krta h tu aur kyu koi khwash krne se bhi darta h... 
Kyu kisi ki jholi bhar dta h tu aur kyu kisi ko jholi h dena bhul jata h... 
Kyu kch bacho ki zindgi me h sb kch aur kyu kch ko lakdiyo ke sahare zindgi jeeni pdti h... 
Kyu kch logo ki duniya me rang bhar diye tune aur kyu kch ki ankho ke samne bas andhera h... 
Kyu kuch ki duniya me khushi h aur kyu kch ghum me doobe hue h... 
Agar sabki kismat likhta h tu, 
Toh kyu ksi ki zindgi me sab kch bhar deta h aur kyu kisi se sb kch cheen leta h tu....