Friday, 7 August 2015
Rains..
Thursday, 9 July 2015
Sometimes..
Sometimes there is so much going on in our lives that we can't figure out why things are not happening the way they should be..Why isn't they happening the way they were planned.. So many thoughts wandering in our mind and we can't keep ourselves on the right track..Every single step we take forward is just like falling two steps backward..Something is always bugging our minds..At one moment we are angry and at the same time we are sad..Its just we can't figure out how to get out of that situation..Shadows of past haunting or the wheel of time is playing its game again and we are facing the same situation again or its the repressed memories or the people we love the most in our lives or is it just we are tensed for no reason..When so much is happening we just feel like running away somewhere where no one can identify us..We want to shout out loud we feel like crying our eyes out..But instead of doing all this we have to carry a smile on our faces for the people who loves us and for whom our smiles values a lot..Sometimes life play its game in a way we can never imagine..Too much happiness at one point of time and at the same time wandering in the darkness of night with drops of tears rolling down our cheeks..When everything is already a mess life piles its own on us..Test us gives us situations which is hard for us to handle because sometimes being strong for everyone and trying to keep smiles on faces of people and pretending we are not hurt won't lead us anywhere it just shatters us and it doesn't shatter us once, it shatter us again and again bit by bit and tear us apart..To let go brings us peace but sometimes we just can't get over it..Healing is a process which takes time..Letting go can bring peace to our mind but can it mend the shattered pieces ? One of my friend said in life we don't have problems , these are just situations which are not right now and eventually will be right. Well I guess he is right there are no problems but just situations we are facing..We just need to learn from these situations and sometimes ignore and move on because by thinking about them we are just hurting ourselves as we are re-living those memories again..Sometimes life doesn't turn out the way we plan but there is nothing bad with surprises..
Saturday, 27 June 2015
She knows..
Sometimes life challenges us in a way we can't imagine. Its easy to lose friends but the most difficult part is when you are gonna lose your best friend. People say its difficult to find the right one for us and we have no clue how easily we fall in love with a person, it doesn't matter whether he or she is the one for us or not. But the most difficult part of all of this is to fall out of love. It takes a lot of strength to accept the fact that the one we love does not love us back. Day in and day out we think of that person and in our dreams too that person is the only one we wanna see. We wanna spend our entire life with that person so we try to do everything to keep him or her with us. But we forget that few persons are just meant to be a part of our memories not our lives. Even if they stay they can't be in our lives the way we want them to be. It takes a lot of courage to face that person every day. Seeing the face yuh wanna forget, hearing the voice yuh just want to hear your entire lives but don't have the strength to keep yourself together, being with someone you have always dreamt of spending your life with and without whose text your day won't start and end. Seeing your heart shattered into pieces by that one person break you bit by bit. No matter how strong yuh portray yourself in front of that person, keep a smile on your face and try to hide tears in your eyes, sometimes that person notices everything you do for her. No matter how much yuh try but she knows in how much pain yuh are and sometimes blame herself for your condition. But even after many failures when the person tries to keep yuh happy it sometimes worsen the situation for you. She can't stand tears yuh hiding in your eyes. She knows how much she means to yuh. And how can she steal away the smile which has filled happiness in her life. Stepping back is the only option she has. And when she try to do, yuh are completely shattered because talking to her makes yuh happy and if that gives yuh happiness she do it for yuh. Somewhere deep down she knows it's gonna hurt but still do everything possible to keep that smile on your face which was eluded for a while. Time is a great healer, we all have heard and maybe everything will be okay eventually. But sometimes time doesn't heal it just give yuh more pain because yuh are not able to get over that person. It takes immense pain to erase every memory of that person. And finally yuh decide to step back and talk less to get over that person. Maybe this is the option you are left with. The scars or wounds take time to heal and she understands. Maybe that is the only option left , the best friend with whom yuh talk day in and day out who knows everything about yuh and about whom yuh know everything needs a break from yuh. When we know few people can't be together then why one person always fall in love and other person never. Sometimes we don't lose the person, that person always stay in our life its just the bond between them dies, Relations are like threads can't pull strongly can't cut them loose. But sometimes people do have to think about themselves and move on no matter what price is paid because there happiness is what the other person wants. No matter how badly yuh wanna talk to that person or that person wants to talk, yuh have to make a firm decision. Best friends are not who talk day in and day out but best friends are the ones, when they talk it seems like they never stopped talking.
Monday, 22 June 2015
Lost Hope
In every phase of life we are tested in one way or other. Either in terms of strength or in terms of our patience. We all are strong but at some point of time all we are is a shattered person with all hopes drained and blurred dreams in our eyes. No matter how much we try to pick all the pieces we are not able to mend what is broken inside of us, few pieces are always left scattered here and there. Faking a smile in front of people we love is all we are left with. No ray of hope, no happiness just a blank look and we are lost in our own thoughts. Frustrated angry from ourselves we are not able to find solution of our problems. No where to go, no plan to escape the mess in our head. A question always popping in our mind what went wrong? Are we not good enough ? Are we not worthy? Failures are said to be stepping stone towards success but sometimes these failures turn the us into someone we never imagined we could ever be. People who believe and are full of hope turn into a non- believer deprived of hope. We all have heard challenges bring the best in us. When we face obstacles in our path we learn from them and grow in a better way. But when we don't know the reason why we are falling again and again then it becomes difficult every time to stand up and face the problem. All we have heard is work hard and it will pay off one day. Don't know that one day will come or not but luck destiny the words in which few never believed, have finally started believing. Few of us start to think why should i even try when i'm destined to fail? We make our own destiny but without luck no matter how much we work hard to fulfill our dreams all our efforts will go in vain. Sometimes our worst fears do come true.
Friday, 27 March 2015
Why??
When everything seems right some shit happens and life goes back the way it was before. One bad moment makes you remember all the worst memories of yours and you are just surrounded with grey clouds. And at that point of life you just feel like running away from everyone to a place which is unknown to you, where you are alone just with your thoughts under the sky and no one is there to bother you. When life is already testing your saturation level then why others need to do the same as well. When you are already miserable and trying to keep everything in place then why at that point few things happen that shatter you down completely. Why it becomes so difficult to make people believe that you do care about them and that person still hold the same place in your life? Why only you have to understand and when you try to make others understand they take you in wrong way? Why its like you have to be strong one and have to hide tears in your smile or eyes? Why you can't just be on both sides when people talk? Why people think you are taking sides? Why can't life be easy..why it has to be a jigsaw puzzle with all the pieces scattered in different directions? Some questions are always left unanswered. Being strong doesn't mean you deserve pain. No one is perfect. We do make mistakes but instead of fighting and crying over it why we just can't sit and talk out differences. Why just we can't stand for each other when we need each other the most and when we know we can't spend a day without them. Problems are there in everyone life it's just the perspective of person to deal with it. Every person feel the same way Why Me? Few relations are more important than what happens in our life. People may fight, cry, misunderstand each other, may not talk for a while but people who are meant to be in your life will stay no matter what.
Friday, 6 March 2015
Keep Believing Keep Trying
Life has its own way to test our patience or to see how strong we are. Failures are stepping stones towards success, try and try till you succeed, never lose faith, keep believing. Few quotes we all have heard a lot of times. Failures are stepping stone towards success agreed but what happens when a person fails again and again, even after trying and trying and giving his best every time. God has planned something better for you, is all we are left with. Everything happens for a reason and if the reason is good why we are not provided with one. If only we could know what is best for us or when all our hard work will be paid off, then life would have been completely different. Failures break a person, shed them into tears and at that point only faith and believe are the two words which fill light in their dark monotonous life. Believing next time will be different give them courage to stand and try again and fight their worst fears. But what if their biggest fear turns into reality? What if every time they try again they fail once again? They feel they are worthless and lose their self confidence. They treat themselves as inferior and spent their time repenting about the past. If they are too lost in past then how can they see what future is serving them with. In every phase of life we come across many problems but if we bow to them and stop trying then at that moment we become failures. And if we fight every hurdle in front of us, even though we fall again and again but give it a shot again then maybe not that day but one day we will surely win. Maybe the path we have in front of us is full of thorns and not a bed of roses but if we stop trying we will never know how strong we are or what we are capable of. We never walk alone there is always someone watching over us. So instead of thinking what we have lost we should always think what we can achieve or can get. Everyone will be successful one day or other its just a matter of time. So one should keep believing and keep trying as Heaven Always Got a Plan For Everyone.
Sunday, 8 February 2015
Aashiq
Friday, 27 June 2014
Perfect Date..
You and me standing on the beach side..
Water splashing touching our feet, soft muzik and just yuh and me..
Yuh hold my hand and start to dance, a perfect night under the moonlight and stars..
Everytime i see you smile, you make me fall for yuh a million times..
Candle night dinner and loads of ice cream..
Walking bare feet on sand with your arms around me..
You suited in black with white shirt and black tie and i dressed in black because that's the colour i like...
My prince charming holding my hand while i admire the beauty of sky..
Singing to me and me lost in his eyes..would be the bestest date of my lyf..
Acting silly just to grab your attention..talking all the stupid stuff to make you smile are the things i can do my entire life..
When you can be you and i can be me, no worries about the world and we can be we..
A bonfire when it gets chilly outside your head on my shoulder and me singing for yuh all night..
Sharing stuffs we have never shared before..no more hesitation and no more thinking twice, we could us no you and i..
A perfect date will be a fairy tale that never ends my whole life with my prince charming by my side..
Sunday, 1 June 2014
What is Pain?
How anyone of us can define pain?
Usually people describe pain as breakup, fight between friends, fight between couples. They feel their world has come to an end if they are not with the person they love or the person they love was cheating on them.
For most of us this is pain but this is not real pain. We may fall in love again, we can talk over our issues with our friends but if we don't get the chance to reduce the differences or if we don't have that one person who completes us. What will happen?
Pain can be described in different ways by different people as everyone has faced it in one way or other.
Pain:
A child craving for his mother's love..because she is no more alive..
A cripple who wanna run on his feet but can't..and forced to beg in order to carry on his life..
A mother giving birth to an unborn child..and a child is aborted because it's a girl..
A blind person who want to feel the beauty of this world with his eyes but he can't..He want to see his family but all he see is darkness..
Old parents thrown on roads by their own children and left in old age homes because they are of no use to children as they are now dependent on their children for small small things..
Women becoming depression patients because marriage is broken as the bride's parent can't fulfill the greedy needs of groom side..
Dowry, mental torture, ill treatment , women harassment are the reasons women committing suicide..
Father cremating his son's body..His son or daughter dying in his arm..
Students committing suicide because they can;'t bear the pressure of studies or can't excel in studies..Can't put up to expectations of their parents..
Small children taking drugs on roadside either in the form of balm with bread or vicks and inhaling fumes nail paint remover in handkerchiefs because they don't have anything to eat and even if they have money they spent it on these stuff..
When you see girl or boy of your age forced to beg with tears in their eyes..With crutches, they lead their entire life..Blind people who can't even cross roads and they don't even know how their son or daughter look like..
Child forced to choose between his mother or father because they getting divorced..
A boy forced to drop his career and have to indulge in his father's business because he don't have one now..
A girl has to look over her entire family because she lost her mother..
When your eyes fare full of tears seeing your best friend in your dreams and have all the memories you shared together when you see their card when you were best friends and now you are just known strangers..
A girl called by words which she shouldn't be called with by the people who she trust the most in this whole world..
A girl questioned about her character by her own family members because she lost her father..
Family members uses black magic on their own brothers and sisters..
Carrying on with your life without the soul in it as you have lost it..
Crying alone and sleeping with wet pillows with nobody to share your tears..
Seeing your parents cry because of you and being the reason of someone else tears..
Nobody in the world deserves to be blind ..Nobody deserves to be handicapped..
Nobody is deserves to be raped .. Nobody deserves to be thrown on road because they love their children..
Nobody deserves to beg on road ..Nobody deserves to be aborted by his own father..
Nobody deserves to be beaten to death by some fool drunkards..Nobody deserves to be burnt for money..
And nobody deserves to lose their parents..
All these people don't deserve to suffer yet they continue to live their life with smile on their faces and yet on the other hand we all have all the luxuries of life and we complain about everything. We laugh on others trouble and when we face problem we expect people to help us. If we laugh on people who are facing difficulties we shouldn't expect them to solve ours when we are in trouble.
Life goes on and we should accept as it comes.
We all face problems its the way we look at it.
We can hide our pain either in our tears or in our smile.
Wednesday, 7 May 2014
Continue or Take a Break?
Friday, 18 April 2014
Crack :D
Friday, 28 March 2014
Sukkad :D
Value of a person is not known until he or she leaves your life. But sometimes it takes your entire life to show how much important that one person is for you.
FRIENDSHIP..
Don't know how to define but i guess you are the one who taught me the meaning of true friendship.
Doing everything for the other person without having any expectations.
Making them burst into laughter when they are just about to cry.
Lighten their mood when they are tensed.
Cracking pj's just to see a smile on their sad faces.
Listening to all their nonsense without saying a word.
Teasing them with the persons name they don't like at all.
Stand by their side when they feel alone in the middle of the crowd.
Walk with them when they just want to be alone.
Never abandon or leave them no matter what.
Fight over silly stuff and then give a treat to finish the fight.
Scold on the wrong things they do.
Laugh when they fall but on the other hand hold their hands to pick us again.
Cry when they cry and smile when they smile..
It's difficult to have such people in our lives and i'm blessed to have a friend like you.
Well usually i don't say , and yuh should know why..becoz i can't express uff..
Yuh are the most wonderful and precious gift God has blessed me with.
Well we were acquaintances and now i guess i'm promoted right ?
You always stood by my side no matter what. Whenever i called, yuh were in front of me within a fraction of seconds. Whenever my mood was off , u always brought a smile on my face either with your pj's or by texting and making stupid faces. Scolded me whenever i did something wrong. I know kabhi kabhi gussa me ho jata hai yr hehehe. You always listened to all my stories and all stupid nonsense. By God talent hai tujme sab pagal ho jaate hai :D I know i'm cranky sometimes , my anger not good and i say things which i should not say but still you listen and bear all my worst moods. You eat chilly garlic noodles even though you don't like it at all. You teach me although tuje kch ni aata and ya mene padhya tha isliy tra pointer aaya ta :p
We fight we stop talking we shout and irritate each other but in the end our friendship still remains the same.
Because i count on you.I trust you and can share anything with you. You my secret keeper too :p
Assignments HCf noodles choclates and treats on small small things , this is our friendship. Don't know about you but i never wana lose a friend like you. Bahut kam item hai tere jase. Don't know kya hta mera tere bina.
Always be there for me Sukkad. And i'm always here for yuh.
-Piddi
Wednesday, 18 December 2013
Friend or Foe ?
They know your every secret..
They know every part of your life, your past or present..
They know when you are hurt when you are gonna shatter down..
They know what you feel..
They know where your heart belongs..
They know your happiness, your sorrows..
We call them friends..
But are they really your friends?
They know each side of yuh yet take advantage of yuh...
They know how to make u smile but fill your eyes with tears...
They know how to manipulate you or make you angry..
They know you are hurt but prefer to remain silent...
They know you need them still they leave you..
They know all your secrets and you still say plz kip it to yourself...
They care for yuh but you are not as important as the other person is..
They are there for yuh but when you need a shoulder to cry on they are irritated because of your tears..
They shout on you just because you wiped their tears instead of their best friend..
At one point of time you are the person they can't live without and at the same point you are the person they can't stand..
Friend or Foe?
Choice is yours ..
Either blindly trust them or try to make a difference ...
Mistake is not their's..it is our mistake we made people stay in our lives far more longer than they deserved..
Be with people who fills your life with happiness and not with the ones who treat you just as an option..
Friend or Foe both teach us that lesson of life which no book can teach...
Tuesday, 17 December 2013
Love Marriage or Arranged Marriage
The concept of marriage has changed over time.In most of families still the concept of arrange marriage is prominent. They still don't want their children to b married to the love of their life. The whole taboo behind this is WHAT WILL SOCIETY THINK? Society is made by us, we the people make society and if norms of this society drives our happiness away from us then there is no place for such society in our lives. Parents feel ashamed just because their daughter or son is in love with someone else. Family members speak ill of the girl or the boy and don't let them to marry their love just because they were not able to marry the person they loved. When it is the time for parents to stand for their children, they stand against them just because of the stupid remarks or comments made by society. If happiness of children matters the most to their family, instead of leaving the girl or boy alone they should stand with them and fight against the whole world.
Love marriage or arrange marriage
How can we marry a person just after meeting the person once or twice, It takes years to know about a person and our parents wants us to decide after one meeting or two.We know our parents won't choose a wrong person for us but if by chance they choose the wrong one. What if he is not the person she wanted , what if he don't understand her, what if he don't value her and what if he is not the one for her. She live her whole life in despair and darkness and shatter each day. She now blame her family for what happened to her, the society blames her family for what they did to her, no one will be there to empathize them and they will be the culprit not the society.They will be unhappy not the society, society or people will just mock them.
On the other hand if she is allowed to marry the person she love, she knows about the boy, his family. She will be happy and if anything happens to her, she know it'z her mistake not her parents or family.She know his strength his weakness and he knows everything about her. People will speak but forget after few days months or years but girl is happy and that is more important.
Maybe reverse may happen, arrange marriage may be more successful than love one. May be the person parents choose was far better than the one she loved. And she is more happy with the person she is married to rather than the person she use to cry all nights and she thought she was in love with.
Parents must always consider their children choice first. If the person is right and they know he or she can keep their child happy they must let them marry without thinking of the society or people after all it'z there children happiness what matters to them most. And if the person is not right they should make their children understand instead of forcing them to marry someone else.And believe me they will marry the person of their parents choice, after all for every child, smile of his or her parents matters the most.
Love cum Arranged or Arranged cum Love . Still confused.
A funny line quoted by most of the youngsters nowadays " It is better to marry your own boyfriend or girlfriend rather than marrying someone else "
Saturday, 26 October 2013
Dreamz..
Day or night it is you with whose thoughts my mind is preoccupied..
Whether i'm awake or sleeping it is you whose face is always in front of my eyes..
Don't know what you have done to me but i can't spend a single moment without thinking about you..
Your stupid talks are senseless but everything makes sense to me..
I laugh when you smile..I smile when i see you..
I feel butterflies when our eyes accidentally meet..
A chill speeds down my backbone when our hands collide..
Act stupid when you are around and hate it when you pay attention to others when your attention is the only thing i want..
Your smile is heavenly..every time i see you smile i fall for you again and over again..
A single text from you makes me smile ..
Even in my worst mood , you are the one who can make me smile..
You know everything about me..
My likes dislikes..what i do when my mood is off..when i'm irritated when i m sad and how to wipe my tears..
Standing by my side like a shadow of me..Always helped me never said no..
Don't know what charm you have..
It'z just my dreams are full of you..
You are in my every dream..
Every song relates to you..
My every dream is related to you..
Even a single thought of you makes me smile..
Actually your name brings a smile on my lips..
Maybe in real world you are not mine..But in dreams you are just mine..
If dreams are so beautiful i wish i never wake up...
You are my dream...
Friday, 13 September 2013
Mr Pink ...
Monday, 17 June 2013
A lovestory..
Everyone of us has heard many love stories. Romeo Juliet is all time favorite love story of most of us. Well there are many love stories just without a name. Here is a one, a love story can be like this too.
There was a girl who used to live in the world of fairy tales. Fables were everything to her. She grew up watching arabian nights, barbie movies, fairy tales and cartoons. Everyone of us has loved this part of our lives when our life was carefree. She believed in every tale she watched. Castles, prince, princess, king, queen, pixies, fairy dust, ginnies, magic and love were the only things she always dreamt off. She wanted a life full of these. A prince on white horse will come for her with whom she will fell in love and will be a princess. The whole concept of love for her was fairy tales. With time she came across many people made friends and finally met someone who made her fall for him. The fables were still breathing somewhere beneath her mind. At one point of time everything was magical for her. When the guy proposed she couldn't refused. She loved the concept of love. She trusted the guy and loved him with all her heart. To her, her fairy tale was becoming real. At times whenever she wanted to meet him a friend of her was always with her to accompany her. He cared for her and was always there for her whether she needed him or not. She was weaving a dream which she always saw just in tales when she was a kid. Her friends were their to support her. They always looked after her. A year passed, she had everything. She blindly trusted the guy she loved and the guy knew she will not leave him. At times she cried she shouted she fought but in the end she said sorry because she loved him. Her friends got away from her because of the misunderstandings created by the guy she loved. But few friends never left. A guy her best friend was always there for her as before. With time she got to know about the guy she loved. But she never believed in people around her. For her everything they said was fake until one day a call came to her. A girl spoke to her and in fraction of seconds all her dreams shattered. The guy she loved the most was cheating on her. She couldn't believe the girl she kept crying and was calling his guy. Finally he picked but did not accept what the girl said. He told her to have faith in him. The girl couldn't believe it was happening to her. Her dream her fairy tale was coming to an end and an end like this. Finally she met the girl who called and the guy she loved. The guy cheated on her. He broke her bit by bit. All her dreams shattered, the things she loved the most turned into the things she hated the most. She hated the word love. For her all the fairy tales seemed fake now. She kept crying day in and day out. All her faith and hope drained. She was monotonous and ran from everyone she came across. Fear of people set in her mind. She feared the word love. Everything was dull dark for her until her friend stood there for her. He heed to her pains and was there to make her smile when she just wanted to cry. The guy loved her from the day she knew this girl. The day he was going to propose the girl, the girl told him about the guy she loved. But he was still there for her took her to places where she could meet that person. He never showed he never reflected his sadness he just wore a smile on his face. Finally he proposed her. The girl couldn't believe her best friend loved her. She thought he was just trying to make her happy and smile by joking around. The girl couldn't believe and the guy did everything to make her believe. But at that point of time she came out of a situation in which she never wanted to go back. So she said no to his best friend. But her friend din't felt bad he always made her smile. She knew he loved her with all his heart but the fear of love was still in her. He knew little little things about the girl. They talked he listened he made her happy once again. She started living once again and her faith in people started rebuilding. All his efforts didn't went in vain. His love for her changed everything in her life. The thought of him put a smile on her face now. Her dreams are full of him and she felt butterflies the moment he looks at her. He completes her in every sense. She fell in love with his smile, his pure heart and his simplicity. They both are in love with each other just one step behind to say to one another.
Love stories are like this too.
Monday, 10 June 2013
A lot lyk Love..
I'm confused is he my best friend or more than that. I just lyk him or love him..Its a lot like love..
Ever since we are friends we fought we said sorry we played together we studied together. We did idiotic and stupid things together. Playing and studying together was our only life. With time our ways got separated but yuh always cared for me. Yuh were there for me whenever i needed yuh. There was times when i wasn't there for yuh just because everything was messed up in my lyf. Even if i wished to be there for yuh i couldn't make it. Everything turned from dull to dark. I was leading a monotonous lyf and my smile was lost. Until yuh came and made it worth living once again.
It seems like everything is back to normal. Your presence in my lyf has fixed all the broken pieces. Yuh held my hand and promised to never leave. Your stupid actions make me smile even more than usual. Don't know why I trust yuh itz just when you are around everything seems perfect. My dreams are full of yuh. I love to spend my time with yuh. I get angry i feel jealous i get over protective. I love to and want to be a part of your lyf. I wana share my lyf with yuh. Yuh are not perfect me neither but together we fill every void of each others life. I don't like to share yuh with anyone. If dreams were true you would be with me. I want to live my dreams with yuh.
You are my new Dream.
Friday, 17 May 2013
Ring the bell..
Tuesday, 23 April 2013
Proud to be an Indian..???
- where a 5 yr old kid is raped
- where little boys point pistol on women in the metro station with the intention to rape her
- where human trafficking is going on
- where dreams of a newly wed women are burnt in fire
- where female foeticide is still followed
- where eve teasing is prominent
- where acid is thrown on girls face if she disagrees or if she is adamnat
- where no one helps a girl if she is lying nude on road
- where no one calls an ambulance if someone is bleeding to death













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