She knows..

Sometimes life challenges us in a way we can't imagine. Its easy to lose friends but the most difficult part is when you are gonna lose your best friend. People say its difficult to find the right one for us and we have no clue how easily we fall in love with a person, it doesn't matter whether he or she is the one for us or not. But the most difficult part of all of this is to fall out of love. It takes a lot of strength to accept the fact that the one we love does not love us back. Day in and day out we think of that person and in our dreams too that person is the only one we wanna see. We wanna spend our entire life with that person so we try to do everything to keep him or her with us. But we forget that few persons are just meant to be a part of our memories not our lives. Even if they stay they can't be in our lives the way we want them to be. It takes a lot of courage to face that person every day. Seeing the face yuh wanna forget, hearing the voice yuh just want to hear your entire lives but don't have the strength to keep yourself together, being with someone you have always dreamt of spending your life with and without whose text your day won't start and end. Seeing your heart shattered into pieces by that one person break you bit by bit. No matter how strong yuh portray yourself in front of that person, keep a smile on your face and try to hide tears in your eyes, sometimes that person notices everything you do for her. No matter how much yuh try but she knows in how much pain yuh are and sometimes blame herself for your condition. But even after many failures when the person tries to keep yuh happy it sometimes worsen the situation for you. She can't stand tears yuh hiding in your eyes. She knows how much she means to yuh. And how can she steal away the smile which has filled happiness in her life. Stepping back is the only option she has. And when she try to do, yuh are completely shattered because talking to her makes yuh happy and if that gives yuh happiness she do it for yuh. Somewhere deep down she knows it's gonna hurt but still do everything possible to keep that smile on your face which was eluded for a while. Time is a great healer, we all have heard and maybe everything will be okay eventually. But sometimes time doesn't heal it just give yuh more pain because yuh are not able to get over that person. It takes immense pain to erase every memory of that person. And finally yuh decide to step back and talk less to get over that person. Maybe this is the option you are left with. The scars or wounds take time to heal and she understands. Maybe that is the only option left , the best friend with whom yuh talk day in and day out who knows everything about yuh and about whom yuh know everything needs a break from yuh. When we know few people can't be together then why one person always fall in love and other person never. Sometimes we don't lose the person, that person always stay in our life its just the bond between them dies, Relations are like threads can't pull strongly can't cut them loose. But sometimes people do have to think about themselves and move on no matter what price is paid because there happiness is what the other person wants. No matter how badly yuh wanna talk to that person or that person wants to talk, yuh have to make a firm decision. Best friends are not who talk day in and day out but best friends are the ones, when they talk it seems like they never stopped talking.     

Lost Hope

In every phase of life we are tested in one way or other. Either in terms of strength or in terms of our patience. We all are strong but at some point of time all we are is a shattered person with all hopes drained and blurred dreams in our eyes. No matter how much we try to pick all the pieces we are not able to mend what is broken inside of us, few pieces are always left scattered here and there. Faking a smile in front of people we love is all we are left with. No ray of hope, no happiness just a blank look and we are lost in our own thoughts. Frustrated angry from ourselves we are not able to find solution of our problems. No where to go, no plan to escape the mess in our head. A question always popping in our mind what went wrong? Are we not good enough ? Are we not worthy? Failures are said to be stepping stone towards success but sometimes these failures turn the us into someone we never imagined we could ever be. People who believe and are full of hope turn into a non- believer deprived of hope. We all have heard challenges bring the best in us. When we face obstacles in our path we learn from them and grow in a better way. But when we don't know the reason why we are falling again and again then it becomes difficult every time to stand up and face the problem. All we have heard is work hard and it will pay off  one day. Don't know that one day will come or not but luck destiny the words in which few never believed, have finally started believing. Few of us start to think why should i even try when i'm destined to fail? We make our own destiny but without luck no matter how much we work hard to fulfill our dreams all our efforts will go in vain. Sometimes our worst fears do come true.   

Why??

When everything seems right some shit happens and life goes back the way it was before. One bad moment makes you remember all the worst memories of yours and you are just surrounded with grey clouds. And at that point of life you just feel like running away from everyone to a place which is unknown to you, where you are alone just with your thoughts under the sky and no one is there to bother you. When life is already testing your saturation level then why others need to do the same as well. When you are already miserable and trying to keep everything in place then why at that point few things happen that shatter you down completely. Why it becomes so difficult to make people believe that you do care about them and that person still hold the same place in your life? Why only you have to understand and when you try to make others understand they take you in wrong way? Why its like you have to be strong one and have to hide tears in your smile or eyes? Why you can't just be on both sides when people talk? Why people think you are taking sides? Why can't life be easy..why it has to be a jigsaw puzzle with all the pieces scattered in different directions? Some questions are always left unanswered. Being strong doesn't mean you deserve pain. No one is perfect. We do make mistakes but instead of fighting  and crying over it why we just can't sit and talk out differences. Why just we can't stand for each other when we need each other the most and when we know we can't spend a day without them. Problems are there in everyone life it's just the perspective of person to deal with it. Every person feel the same way Why Me? Few relations are more important than what happens in our life. People may fight, cry, misunderstand each other, may not talk for a while but people who are meant to be in your life will stay no matter what.     

Keep Believing Keep Trying

Life has its own way to test our patience or to see how strong we are. Failures are stepping stones towards success, try and try till you succeed, never lose faith, keep believing. Few quotes we all have heard a lot of times. Failures are stepping stone towards success agreed but what happens when a person fails again and again, even after trying and trying and giving his best every time. God has planned something better for you, is all we are left with. Everything happens for a reason and if the reason is good why we are not provided with one. If only we could know what is best for us or when all our hard work will be paid off, then life would have been completely different. Failures break a person, shed them into tears and at that point only faith and believe are the two words which fill light in their dark monotonous life. Believing next time will be different give them courage to stand and try again and fight their worst fears. But what if their biggest fear turns into reality? What if every time they try again they fail once again? They feel they are worthless and lose their self confidence. They treat themselves as inferior and spent their time repenting about the past. If they are too lost in past then how can they see what future is serving them with. In every phase of life we come across many problems but if we bow to them and stop trying then at that moment we become failures. And if we fight every hurdle in front of us, even though we fall again and again but give it a shot again then maybe not that day but one day we will surely win. Maybe the path we have in front of us is full of thorns and not a bed of roses but if we stop trying we will never know how strong we are or what we are capable of. We never walk alone there is always someone watching over us. So instead of thinking what we have lost we should always think what we can achieve or can get. Everyone will be successful one day or other its just a matter of time. So one should keep believing and keep trying as Heaven Always Got a Plan For Everyone.  

Aashiq

People are destined to meet but there is no surety they stay together forever. Well i met someone i had no clue will become my bestest of bestest buddy. In a world where people love to make others life miserable he fills people life with hope, happiness and laughter. Sometimes it is difficult to understand you but seriously saying i'm glad i met you. When people think of breaking the bond they share you act as a glue and bind them together. Whether the person is sad or crying, you can bring smile on anyone's face. You keep everyone as one yuh unite everyone of us as one. People like you, i don't know are they still made ? You share others problem and always have a solution to whatever the matter is. Even when you are sad yuh usually don't share your problems that easily but you know ur smile fades away from your face. You think you can solve the problem on your own. Mr. i know yuh can solve each and every problem of yours but maybe sharing sometimes can lessen your pain. Sharing doesn't mean you giving your tensions to others, so start sharing we wont kill you stupid. Your bubbly, jolly, fun loving and caring nature are the best qualities of yours plus your ever smiling face. Telling you a truth i'm lucky to have you as a part of my life. Knowing you is a mystery and i guess i have almost unravelled it. Respecting elders, heeding to what others say, paying attention to minute minute things what people do, making them burst into laughter when they are just about to cry, wiping tears and providing shoulder to them, treating others problems as yours, seeing people eat gives you more satisfaction even though you are hungry, people feel protected when you are around, singing to them to make them sleep and making them forget their every tension. This is u. Maybe people are attracted by your fun loving nature but the bestest thing about you is your childish nature, Sometimes you try to be tooooo strong but its okay to b kid sometimes and a little child is hidden in you too. And that makes you different from others. You are unique in your own way. You are an awesome chef , you are singer too, bringing smile on faces of people and what else to say. A complete package in one and i'm lucky you my best friend. Singing songs, teasing each other, having faith and trust on each other, on one side protecting and defending each other and on the other making fun of each other, eating chocolates ice cream chilly garlic noodles and thumbs up and taking care of each other when ill. Few people give us so much to remember in a very short span of time and yiu are that one person. Tons of memories to be cherished and still tons are waiting to enter our box full of memories. No matter what happens i know you will there standing by my side and i promise i will be there for you too. Taking down all the problems of the world together sharing tears sharing laughter. Will always try my best to make you smile even in the times of sorrow and will always protect your smile and never let anyone steal it. I know we will always remain friends forever no matter how much distance come between us. Always here for you and i know you will be there too..

Ishq        

Perfect Date..

In the midst of night under the moonlight..
You and me standing on the beach side..
Water splashing touching our feet, soft muzik and just yuh and me..
Yuh hold my hand and start to dance, a perfect night under the moonlight and stars..
Everytime i see you smile, you make me fall for yuh a million times..
Candle night dinner and loads of ice cream..
Walking bare feet on sand with your arms around me..
You suited in black with white shirt and black tie and i dressed in black because that's the colour i like...
My prince charming holding my hand while i admire the beauty of sky..
Singing to me and me lost in his eyes..would be the bestest date of my lyf..
Acting silly just to grab your attention..talking all the stupid stuff to make you smile are the things i can do my entire life..
When you can be you and i can be me, no worries about the world and we can be we..
A bonfire when it gets chilly outside your head on my shoulder and me singing for yuh all night..
Sharing stuffs we have never shared before..no more hesitation and no more thinking twice, we could us no you and i..
A perfect date will be a fairy tale that never ends my whole life with my prince charming by my side..

What is Pain?

How anyone of us can define pain?
Usually people describe pain as breakup, fight between friends, fight between couples. They feel their world has come to an end if they are not with the person they love or the person they love was cheating on them.
For most of us this is pain but this is not real pain. We may fall in love again, we can talk over our issues with our friends but if we don't get the chance to reduce the differences or if we don't have that one person who completes us. What will happen?
Pain can be described in different ways by different people as everyone has faced it in one way or other.

Pain:
A child craving for his mother's love..because she is no more alive..
A cripple who wanna run on his feet but can't..and forced to beg in order to carry on his life..
A mother giving birth to an unborn child..and a child is aborted because it's a girl..
A blind person who want to feel the beauty of this world with his eyes but he can't..He want to see his family but all he see is darkness..
Old parents thrown on roads by their own children and left in old age homes because they are of no use to children as they are now dependent on their children for small small things..
Women becoming depression patients because marriage is broken as the bride's parent can't fulfill the greedy needs of groom side..
Dowry, mental torture, ill treatment , women harassment are the reasons women committing suicide..
Father cremating his son's body..His son or daughter dying in his arm..
Students committing suicide because they can;'t bear the pressure of studies or can't excel in studies..Can't put up to expectations of their parents..
Small children taking drugs on roadside either in the form of balm with bread or vicks and inhaling fumes nail paint remover in handkerchiefs because they don't have anything to eat and even if they have money they spent it on these stuff..
When you see girl or boy of your age forced to beg with tears in their eyes..With crutches, they lead their entire life..Blind people who can't even cross roads and they don't even know how their son or daughter look like..
Child forced to choose between his mother or father because they getting divorced..
A boy forced to drop his career and have to indulge in his father's business because he don't have one now..
A girl has to look over her entire family because she lost her mother..
When your eyes fare full of tears seeing your best friend in your dreams and have all the memories you shared together when you see their card when you were best friends and now you are just known strangers..
A girl called by words which she shouldn't be called with by the people who she trust the most in this whole world..
A girl questioned about her character by her own family members because she lost her father..
Family members uses black magic on their own brothers and sisters..
Carrying on with your life without the soul in it as you have lost it..
Crying alone and sleeping with wet pillows with nobody to share your tears..
Seeing your parents cry because of you and being the reason of someone else tears..

Nobody in the world deserves to be blind ..Nobody deserves to be handicapped..
Nobody is deserves to be raped .. Nobody deserves to be thrown on road because they love their children..
Nobody deserves to beg on road ..Nobody deserves to be aborted by his own father..
Nobody deserves to be beaten to death by some fool drunkards..Nobody deserves to be burnt for money..
And nobody deserves to lose their parents..

All these people don't deserve to suffer yet they continue to live their life with smile on their faces and yet on the other hand we all have all the luxuries of life and we complain about everything. We laugh on others trouble and when we face problem we expect people to help us. If we laugh on people who are facing difficulties we shouldn't expect them to solve ours when we are in trouble.
Life goes on and we should accept as it comes.
We all face problems its the way we look at it.
We can hide our pain either in our tears or in our smile.