Saturday, 23 February 2013

Relationship Status...



relationship a status..
few common status : single , in a relationship, complicated, married , waiting for a miracle...
every status has its hidden story...

1. Single 

For the people
  •  who are actually committed 
  • who have already faced the hardship of relationships 
  • who are living in the memories of their one sided love
2. In a Relationship

For the people 
  • in love 
  • who don't wanna go into a relationship
  • who just had a breakup but don't want others to know about ii
3. Complicated

For the people 
  • who are confused whether they are actually in love or not 
  • whose relationship is about to end
  • whose relationship is surrounded by the clouds of misunderstandings
4. Married

For the people
  • who are married to the one they one
  • who are just married
5. Waiting for a Miracle

For the people
  • who just had a breakup
  • whose relationship has no strings attached
  • who are waiting for the one they love   .
lyf is juz not a status ...
if love happens so does breakup..
live every relationship status of your life..
live laugh love cry be sad sing dance and be happy again...
relationship is not just a status it is a part of our life..
we live it...

Friday, 15 February 2013

Is this Love or Friendship ?




You came with a smile and held my hand…
All my tears turned into your smile..
Your senseless jokes made me burst into laughter..
Is this love or friendship?

Standing by my side when the whole world is against me..
Wiping my tears on one side and making fun of me on the other..
Making me feel comfortable when no one’s around and keeping a distance in front of people…
Is this love or friendship?

Always there, the moment I give a ring or leave a mess..
Waking up all night with me even though you are already half asleep..
Listening to all my talks even though they are repetitive..
Is this love or friendship?

In the midst of crowd whenever I feel lost , yours is the face I wish to see ..
You can bear my worst mood and mood swings..
I am totally dependent on you..you are part of me..
Is this love or friendship?

life= lov = lie




i met you just by chance..
neither our meet was planned..
nor our falling for each other was decided..
couples are already made in heaven..
so why we meet the people we cant stay with..
we were destined to meet but not destined to b together..
u filled my lyf with hue of your love..
my every drop of tear converted to an everlasting smile..
for me lov was u..
n i thought for u it was me..
u loved me..cared for me..
you made me feel special..
my every morning started with your good morning and my dae olwaz ended with ur gud nyts..
your shwt talks..
your songs..
your lullaby.. 
keeping pillow by your syd,,,n ur hand under my head...
just to have a glimpse of u..i can do anything..
just to see u smile i can act stupid the whole dae..
my whole life was centered around u..
ur smile olwz made me feel butterflies..
a chill speeds down my bone the moment you use to hold my hand..
we weaved a world where everything was perfect..
u + me= 2gtr...

but sumthng happened...
evrything went wrong..
there were no laughs..
i was surrounded with tears..
evrything went dark and dull..
i searched for u..
i cried...
i shouted..
but there was no one who could heed to my cries..
i was depressed and sad..
but my faith in you was strong..
i know my love can nva leave my hand...
i know u can nva leave me alone..
day by day i searched i cried..
but ol my efforts went in vain..
u said u cant see me crying ..n u left me weeping..
u dint turn back..
u loved me but you cant leave her....
d last words i heard from u...
i cried ..
i begged..
u lied ..
u broke our dreams.. u shattered my heart...
u made up stories, i believed...
everyone was against you..but i still trusted you..
i loved you with ol my heart...
u were my life my evrything...
n in return what you did..
you gave me the gift of tears..
u cheated..
u lied..again and again..
u broke my trust..
ur every lie made me cry even more..
u came back crying..
but where were you when i was crying dae in and dae out..
ur hand was not under my head..
it was just a wet pillow..
the hands that use to wipe my tears that smile which made me smile.. 
evrything was lost..
there were just memories..
which did nothing..
but broke me bit by bit...
nothing was left...
u came with a smile..
and left my life with tears in my eyes...

wheel of lyf olwz come to a point where it was left off..
first it was me..now itz u baby...
now u repenting now u crying..
thnkew fr being a part of my lyf n telling me that fairy tales exist only in story books..
in real life if u have to trust sum1 first judge the person..
so u wont be deceived by his lies..

loving u was my favorite mistake..but trusting you was my biggest mistake..
gonna forget u soon..
plus my parents taught itz better not to play with broken and used toys...
so start living for yourselves..
bcz only our wrong choices can help us to find the right person..
v can fall in lov again and again..
but only with the person who truly loves us..
bcz he is the only one who makes us to forget our past and makes our present and future the best part of our lives..




Monday, 11 February 2013

Again..



wheel of life rotates and finally comes to a point which it actually has passed once..
and when that point is reached all you have is tears in eyes and once again a broken heart which is difficult to be fixed again..
all your dreams are again filled with the thoughts that were suppressed somewhere deep down..
your mind weaves the world where he was once yours..
he again starts running on your mind..
again sleepless nights..again wet pillow..
again sitting alone..again feeling lonely ..
only muzik heels the wounds..
but few songs open the wounds again..
again everything turns dull and dark..
again life seems monotonous..nothing is perfect..
everything  everybody seems wrong..
again you feel scared ..
again you feel weak..
your weakness overpowers your brain..
your weakness rules ova your heart again..
again night seems longer than the day...
even the darkest of night don't seems darker than the thoughts arising in the mind..
again the feeling of being insecure..again the feeling of pain..
again tears again shattered pieces of heart..
again you again he..
again broken trust..
again broken dreams..
love seems to b a pain..bcz the defination of lov for you was him...
again the feeling of being cheated..
again the feeling of being manipulated..
all the thoughts again running on your mind..
first it was you den him now again you..
life has again come to a point where it was left..
cant handle that pain again..
cant handle that tears again..
dunt want loneliness again..
dunt want broken dreams again..
already broken..
already faced this ..
already lived this life of fear..
trying to forget..dunt come back again and again...
not again ..
plz.. not again..


Friday, 25 January 2013

all i want..



When i was born the only thing i wanted was my mum dad n my family surrounding me always cuddling me loving me...
when i grew..my mum use to tell me  fairy tales...now i wanted to meet fairies and pixies,,
when i grew a little more i use to watch barbie movies ..now i wanted a prince just like the prince shown in the movie..with castle...and loving me the way i was..
i played kitchen set ..i played with barbies...i cooked invisible food...i made pony of my princess barbie..
my barbie movies turned into daily soap ...
then all i wanted a guy who loves me just like my mum loves me and protects me just like my dad protects me..
my daily soap turned into reality shows..then all i wanted was a guy who respects me and does not cheat or use me..
all the fairy tales dictated by my mum made no sense to me now..the world is not a fairy tale..its a harsh reality which we have to face on our own..
may be the guy i was searching and  always wanted was just my dream who existed in fairy tales..
but i truly wish...my fairy tale comes true..
and the guy i wanted comes into real existence from the fairy tales into my life..
who is a prince just like the barbie's prince..
n who treats me like his princess...


Monday, 21 January 2013

everything in a mess...


Everything crushing me bit by bit..
dunt know what m doing..
itz juz m not perfect like u..
u are perfect for anyone..
m totally broken..i cry..i shout...i'm weird..
i run away..m scared of people around me..
there are tons of thoughts on my mind..
dunt know which one to follow..
i cant afford to loose you..cant afford to hurt u..
but i guess i did what i dint wanted to..
u made me sml..i made u sad..
u fixed my broken heart ..
n in return i broke your heart..
u mended mine..
i shattered yours..
i dunt want u to leave me..
i dunt want to leave u..
my mind has become a jigsaw puzzle..
i just need to put the pieces in right place...
i dunt know what m doing..
but definitely hurting sumone for whom i care the most..
well whatever m doing..u still with me in it..
you can kip showing the smilys..but can still read your thoughts..
i hope u wont lose your trust in me..
i hope i wont lose you..
bcz i olwaz need u by my syd...
i hope u too need me...





Friday, 18 January 2013

u r perfect ..



Nothing in the world is perfect..
we all wait for the perfect moment..
we all wait for the perfect person..
but we don't realize the fact that nothing is perfect neither me neither you neither the world we live in...
we do mistakes we repent we cry..
until the day we come across a person who changes everything in our lives...
whose presence in our lives makes everything perfect..
whose presence in our lives make it worth living..
and whose presence gives a new meaning to our lives...
he converts our each single drop of tear into an everlasting smile..
he can make you smile even in your worst moods..
he can teach you how to live..
he can teach you how to smile..
he can teach you to forget all your pains...
maybe he is not perfect for others but he is perfect for you..
he makes u smile wen u cry..
he is olwayz there when u need him..
he can control your mood swings..
he can make u feel protected..
he can make you feel wanted..
u feel jealous when he pays more attention to someone else..
u feel sad when he is not around you..
u feel butterflies in your belly the moment he sees u...
u feel your whole world revolving around that person...
finally everything seems perfect..
every moment is perfect..
he is perfect juz because he is urz..frva urz...